Just loved

by Milana

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about

Milana’s captivating music has been gaining significant popularity over the last year in the online world through various portals. In January 2013, Soundcloud awarded this standout Canadian talent with the “Soundcloud Hero” status for being one of the most active and influential members of the Soundcloud community.

Milana’s noticeable talent lies in the way she fluently blends different piano styles, including Jazz, Blues, Folk, Rock and Classical. She is known as an adept improviser, creating sophisticated melodies on the fly.

After the release of her 3 instrumental albums, this long awaited debut album from Milana features her original songs, portraying a beautiful marriage of piano and her soulful jazzy vocals. There is a great sense of entertainment and energy emitting from this album. The union of pure feelings and creativity in Milana`s own style sets the colorful mood right away and lasts through and through.

credits

released June 27, 2013

Lyrics, composition, vocals, piano, arrangement: Milana
Drums (1, 3, 11 ,12): Mike Lacroix
Guitar (3): Don Lacroix
Graphic design: Arty Sandler
Sound recording & production: Arty Sandler

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Track Name: It's about time
Teardrops are falling,
Fingers unfolding
Layers of truth in
Broken glass of wine.
My hands are shaking,
But I feel it's time... time... time.. time..
To rise from my knees and turn away from my possessive shell.
Time to be myself.

Tic-tock this clock beats with my heart, beats with my heart.
Tic-tock this clock tears me apart.

Time is a healer,
Ice getting thinner.
Feels just like skating -
Never had the time,
So very slowly,
But the sun will shine.. shine.. shine...
This time I have plenty for myself and never have to share.
This is only fair...

Tic-tock this clock beats with my heart, beats with my heart.
Tic-tock this clock tears me apart.

This is my journey.
Leave me or hold me
Truthfully only.
Let me take my time.
Illusions vanish,
But at least they are mine... mine... mine
This time I have plenty for myself and never have to share.
This is only fair...

Tic-tock this clock beats with my heart, beats with my heart.
Tic-tock this clock tears me apart.
Track Name: Let me belong
I'm lost on my way home.
Old friendships almost gone.
Good memory is the worst solution.
There is nothing I can own,
Beside the hope alone,
That spring will melt the frozen heart's illusion.

Ain't... ain't got nothing left
Except for hope
To find some peace here.
And... end the endless search for my lost soul.
Oh God, let me belong
And let me stay there

In shade of longest winter
Summers won't last long.
The hope I beg, my Lord, to save me.
To save me till the end
Since hope is my best friend.
Without it only darkness will enslave me.

[CHORUS]

I let the people grow
Into my hollow heart.
And maybe that's my biggest danger.
But someday I must learn
To never feel alone.
I cannot bear another role of stranger.

[CHORUS]
Track Name: Reason to love and hate
Give me a reason
Not to hold on to the past, unless you can't
Give me a reason
To rise above all the mistakes we have made.

And we can, we can hope and pray.
We can, we can heal and keep our love.
We can, we can keep our love
From turning into hate.

Long is a season
Of a fall, fall of the heart and a heartbreak, you
Give me a reason
To breath again, through never ending fights and my mistakes.

And we can, we can fall and crawl.
We can, we can fight and try again,
Try to keep our love alive
And run away from hate.

Hatred imprisons, no escape.
Helpless and lonely was I until you
Gave me a reason to love again.
You brought me back to life, alive.

And we can, we can hope and pray.
We can, we can heal and keep our love.
We can, we can keep our love
From turning into hate.
Track Name: Sunny days
Nearness of you and the sun
Makes me reach for the sky and beyond.
Could I dare let you go?
Would I drown in the flow,
In the river of tears at the dawn?

[CHORUS]
In those sunny days, with a pearl of your smile
And the wings that you gave me,
Then left me behind...
In those sunny days
I still pray
For our love to be near,
For the wings that you gave me to
Take me above, from the shadow of losing you, dear...
Sunny days, they are near!

Silent and true is the sound
Of a whisper that is no longer found.
Should I tell you how much
I can no longer touch you
Without being scared, that I'd drown?

[CHORUS]

Sunny days, they will always remind me
of you, that is true... so true..
Many ways are in front of my eyes,
And I don't know, which one shall I choose,
not to lose you, in those...

[CHORUS]
Track Name: Fall
Snowflakes on my window
Stay and gently whisper...
Soft as snow are memories of this
Pure and playful winter...

Cover me with kisses,
Surely your heart wishes
keep the beat as steady as it was before,
but truth is...

Fall... Don't you know you should fall standing tall?!
Yet you fall!
Fall in love, fall apart, then you're whole, like were
Never before, don't you know,
That a whole is just two? When you fall,
You recall: there was once lonely you,
But it's no longer true, now that
I love you...

Shelter me with moonlight...
Wishing on the stars, I
Spin my silver web to catch you in,
And keep us inside...

Cover me with kisses,
Surely your heart wishes
keep the beat as steady as it was before,
but truth is...

Fall...Don't you know you should fall standing tall?!
Yet you fall!
Fall in love, fall apart, then you're whole, like were
Never before, don't you know,
That a whole is just two? When you fall,
You recall: there was once lonely you,
But it's no longer true, now that
I love you...
Track Name: Desperately lonely
I would never really hate you.
If you must go, let it be.
Every time I tried to breakthrough,
All I could find was just me.

Desperately lonely in my tumbling towers game.
Call my name.
Desperately holding on to one remaining flame.
I remain.

Desperately lonely I would
Rain on your desert of pain.
Wishing you'd embrace me softly,
Help me to carry the blame.

Desperately lonely in my tumbling towers game.
Call my name.
Desperately holding on to one remaining flame.
I remain.

You would never try to breakthrough.
Ghosts of the past guard my heart.
I could only die to reach you,
Ages of hatred apart...

Now, out of my secret chamber
I let go of all the pain.
If you could do the same
Or remain.

Desperately lonely in your tumbling towers game.
Call my name.
Desperately holding on to one remaining flame,
You remain.
Track Name: From the sky
Thoughts are like those clouds, easily take flight.
Grey ones make me sad, white ones make me smile.
Shape them in my heart, pile them up and blow.
Now I know: they must go where I can't follow.

Moving through the sky, life will pass me by
Falling from, falling off, falling to the sky.
Only wish that I could dive back to the clouds, so high!
Falling from, falling off, falling to the sky, so high.

Some wish on the stars, Jupiter or Mars,
Earth is still my home. By the winds I'm blown
Higher to the sky, sadness passed me by.
Now I know: it must go, and my soul will follow.

Moving through the sky, life will pass me by
Falling from, falling off, falling to the sky.
Only wish that I could dive back to the clouds, so high!
Falling from, falling off, falling to the sky, so high.

From the sky and back again to the sky,
Not ashamed that I was here for a while, from the sky...
Track Name: Just loved
Oh, mom, don't you know,
How I still need to be hugged,
To feel safe under blanket of love?..
Oh, tell me you wanted me here in this world,
In this mess, in your breath and your endless love.

What is inside me when I look at you?
Is this love, am I close to...?
Love me for being your only breakthrough
From the dark, emptier you.

I need to be loved, not worried about
Or judged as too proud.
I wanna be welcomed and wrapped in your heart.
Forever a child, I wanna be wild, but I need to be loved,
Above all just loved...

Oh, dad, don't you know,
How you don't really show your
Approval of my scattered tries?..
I try, and I lie and I feel like I die just to prove you
I'm worthy of love.

Please, tell me you know how I can't be like you,
But I can be your favourite child!
I wanna be wild, but I need to be loved,
Above all just loved...

I need to be loved, not worried about
Or judged as too proud.
I wanna be welcomed and wrapped in your heart.
Forever a child, I wanna be wild, but I need to be loved,
Above all just loved...
Track Name: Mommy is there
Don't be afraid to sleep.
Mommy will tuck you in.
Stories are long and sweet.
Dreams will soon begin.

Moon shines on your way.
Please don't be afraid -
Mommy will throw all your nightmares away.

Phantom moved out of town.
Snakes are balloons for clowns.
Wolf has a tummy-ache.
Please, don't be afraid.

Clouds cover your eyes.
Wind's sweet lullabies.
Mommy is there, mommy is with you by your side.

Ride your horses and cars to the castle!
Make a sunrise with magical wand!

Moon shines on your way.
Please don't be afraid -
Mommy will throw all your nightmares away.
Track Name: To my big little treasure
Fruit of my love, you still amaze me.
Grow in the corner of my eye.
Clouds are above, they try to race me.
Time is my prison, let me fly-ay-ay

[CHORUS]
Kiss the bare feet,
Make me fell sweet,
Climb to the sky
And hug the trees.
Own a raindrop,
Bubbles won't pop.
Don't say goodbye
To childhood, please!

Pearl of your tear is like a mirror.
Show me the colour of your dreams.
Curls of your hair have no escape from
Fairies and dragons, so it seems.

Ask your "whys"
Don't you stop your tries.
Open your heart
And let me in, please.
Always love you,
Let it be true.
Don't say goodbye
To childhood, please!

Since you arrived, my big little treasure,
I cherish moments shared with you.
Love of my life, we grow together
And there is nothing I won't do to...

[CHORUS]
Track Name: Hand in hand
When we dance hand in hand,
I would move with you forever.
Each moment that we spend
Is a treasure to remember.

Hand in hand, cheek to cheek,
My heart is yours to keep.
Cheek to cheek, hand in hand,
Dancing should never end.

Hands reach out, eyes shine bright.
I would look at you forever.
Pull me close, hold me tight -
There is no stopping us tonight!

Hand in hand, cheek to cheek,
My heart is yours to keep.
Cheek to cheek, hand in hand,
Dancing should never end.

When we stop, heart beats drop.
I would ask of you forever:
Sway me right, all the night -
I will not let you out of my sight!

Hand in hand, cheek to cheek,
My heart is yours to keep.
Cheek to cheek, hand in hand,
Dancing should never end.
Track Name: Light up my night
We light up the night,
And we never wanna end it!
The mood is so bright,
And we never can pretend it!

Music is leading to moonlight, mischieving.
Drunk with your love I am flying, believing:
We light up the night...

I'm restless each time, when the moon is out,
But you're not there! (you light up the night...)
You light up with smile my whole universe,
When I don't dare.(you light up the night...)

Music is leading to moonlight, mischieving.
Drunk with your love I am flying, believing:
We light up the night...

Like a moth to a flame,
I forget myself and fly to you. (you light up the night...)
Say, you feel the same,
and I will believe that you are true! (you light up the night...)

Music is leading to moonlight, mischieving.
Drunk with your love I am flying, believing...

Every time we meet I love you more,
Every time we part, I never close the door!
Every time we fight I have no peace,
Stay here please!
Track Name: Endless night
When I'm awake at night
And distant voices call me,
Hold me, even if I fight... (in the endless night)

And if I could I might
Forget you ever told me
How I'm free to leave your side... (into the endless night)
Wishing I could cry
For the love that died
On that endless night...

When I'm away from light,
You let the shadows guide me,
Find me, make me run inside... (from the endless night)

And if I could I might
Forget you ever told me
How you wish to spend your life... (in the endless night)
Wishing I could cry
For the love that died
On that endless night...

So if you hear me sigh,
Don't let the silence fool you.
Pull me close with all your might ... (in the endless night)
And if I could I might
Forget you ever told me
How I'm free to leave your side...

In the endless night
Wishing I could cry...

Endless night, I forget my pride
For the last and never ending night...
Deepest dive, can't believe that I
Live this endless neverending lie...